Thursday, May 24, 2012

“怪”梦

睡觉,做梦不奇怪

怪就怪在,怎么我form3时喜欢的那个女生,会在我梦里出现?
而且还很亲密这样。。。
有什么提示呢? @@

说到这个女生,那时我form3,她form1
就还没认识之前,每次遇到她,都会觉得很面熟的感觉

过后能认识到她,也应该是我的同桌同学就因为忘了把计算机带回家
她的朋友就留字条给我朋友,提醒他下次记得带回
那时开始就有通过字条聊天
她也说看到我时,感觉到很面熟

她人,不错啦!
之前还会每天留校等她下课,然后去找她

原本是很不错的关系啦!
就从她跟我别间学校的朋友交往之后,我和她就没像之前一样了
那时真的是很不爽啦!因为我也是想追的嘛 ><
就几个星期对我的朋友也蛮冷淡的
她还生气地问我为什么这样 =.=
人家就是喜欢你才这样啦!不喜欢你,理你都傻~

过后是有好会的啦!
现在跟我那个朋友很不错一下!哈哈

而她,form2读了几个月
转校后,就没什么联络了~
应该是说,根本没联络了
有时在FB看到她的照片而已咯~
不是特地看的啦!只是出现在news feed...

好啦!就这样吧~






这梦给什么提示?追回她?傻的~哈哈

Sunday, May 20, 2012

520

520, for chinese people
Obviously, it's a nice date
It meant 'I love you' in chinese as almost same pronunciation,

Plan is always been ruined at the last minute!

If not of injury of my leg n my parents not allow, I could date her 2day!!
Yesterday my mom told me that I could date her nex week but I really wan told her that nex week she is probably going back hometown
But, I jz scare I will been caught on fire, n since it was my mom's birthday
I jz kept quiet n jz dotted my head n replied 'oh'

I thought dis morning I could meet her..
But, wrong timing~
I don't know why I will get jealous easily when I saw her being together wif other guy
Cz I lik sour thing? Kidding =.=

Honestly, 2day when I saw them, my mood was down..for the rest of day
But, I also dun hav right 2 jealous..
Since I'm just a fren of her
So what for I jealous? But I did jealous.. =(

I really want to continue chatting wif her..
But that time I was really angry, erm.. more to disappointed?
Just afraid will argue, so chose to be silent.. sorry

N again, tears in my eyes were preparing 2 roll down again
Luckily just few drops of tears..
I really got no idea: what's wrong with me?!!!

So now I can just imagine that she is enjoying outing wif friends..




Sometimes, silence is better 

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Happy Mother Day

Happy Mother's Day!

But it's so weird when I celebrated it wif my uncle n aunt, my cousins, my mom n bro.. except my dad.. haha
We went James Foo for dinner..
I really cant eat much anymore.. eat little only, alr feel full

After that stil went to eat Tang Yuan(glutinous rice ball)..
I like it very much.. but oweys no open 1~ so lucky 2day
My mom stil asked me whether wan to buy 4 her or not? =.=
Quite near from my college, can straight take 2 her..zz



2day H&T frens planned a Mother's day dinner at Bon Appetit..
Thought can go support them.. Too bad.. my mom dowan go.. ><

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I'm so sorry..
Actually I also want to tell u..
But, when u tell me u r going 2 sleep..
Honestly, my mood was gone
I tot wan 2 chat wif u throughout the night..
It's okay.. I also know u r very tired alr..
Take a rest~


I hope everything will be fine tomorrow =)







Happy Mother's Day!

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Happy + Unknown Feel

好累啊~~
昨天的Food Production 1到9点多晚上,11点pm才到家
今天又早上9点课,又到6点pm。。超累的
昨晚是第一次food production class
那么unlucky..第一天service,我就中manager了
真的是一时不知所措
给我第一次做waiter我都紧张了,还manager!!

不过还好,我第一个想到的人就是,她!
因为她上个星期才做manager..
她还很乐意教我!
而且真的是有很多我没有想过要做的事情

"2day service group is not bad, everything is arranged, no complain, nth else although is first time. Thanks to  manager, u did a good job!"
虽然是第一次,真的是很happy的说
然而,我还是比较想说:“Thanks to her..”
我是有text她,可是感觉她好像很忙,回我的内容越来越短
原本还想回她“你忙是吗?是的话就去忙你的吧!”
还是直接不要回她了,不然又搞到自己没mood
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11点回到家,看到朋友sms来
“XX change from 'in relationship' to 'single' "
那是心里想的是,难道是她?
问他是谁就是不回我
虽然真的很累,但好奇心太重了,还是开fb看看

我直接去click KDU college的category后就一直scroll下来
真的是她!怎么那么快?
我真的不敢相信。。
我真希望有朋友在我身旁,这样我就能叫他们slap醒我
看是不是梦境?
难怪回我的信息内容那么短,原来是这样~

我喜欢的是她
照理来说,她分了,我应该开心才对
怎么,我就是feel不到开心?
而是,一股伤心的感觉?

到底是怎么了??

我那时真的很想做第一个知道、第一个安慰她的人
可是我就是没有。。





真的是喜欢一个人了?

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

五MeiMay

已经5月了耶!
突然觉得时间过得很快。。
我现在已经是第三个semester了~
学校的东西也没什么东西好说的

Oh ya!
老朋友们都回来了~
有空要聚会聚会咯。。
不要死了都没人知道 XD

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今天5月第一天
还好有出去
不然在家发霉了

前几天有看到和她在fb的聊天记录
3月1日第一次在fb聊天
现在刚好满2个月
才2个月而已~
怎么感觉好像认识很久似的?

没关系啦!
刚认识才有多话说嘛
认识久了,该说的话也都说完
自然而然的,就不会经常找对方了

今天,第二次跟她单独出去
可以说,今天一整天都跟她在一起
1st, 在Tea Garden一起赶功课
2nd,去raja uda的一个不懂叫什么名的地方吃午餐
3rd,在sunway carnival mall逛了3个小时,只为了等7.30pm的avengers!
4th,去chai leng park吃晚餐
5th,送她回hostel 

其实,我觉得不应该让她来butterworth的
因为跟penang比起来,butterworth的shopping malls真的是输很多
就这样,让她boring了

其实,她也蛮有信用的
之前答应说今天一起出去
我以为她开玩笑
没想到还是来真的

跟她一整天了
发现到她和我妈也是有很多共同点咧
最重要的是,她们都是香蕉人~哈哈  

她还有一种很奇怪的习惯
就是过马路的时候,喜欢拉着人家的衣服
就好像妹妹拉哥哥一样。。哈哈
而且在戏院里,她那傻傻的笑声 =)

当她是妹妹也好咯!
至少不会那么烦
人家都说,追不到的女生,都作干妹 =.=
可是我应该不算是追不到吧,因为都还没开始追 
而且人家也unavailable了

就这样咯
我的劳动节就这么跟她单独过了





可能,喜欢一个人
即使不拥有,也是幸福的