Diwali week!!

Jz a short post  ^^

Actually said week oso not very suitable
Cz I jz had break for 1 day~!!

On Deepavali
N oso seem nth 4 me
Cz I totally hav no any class on WEDNESDAY!!

Well, dis year was my 1st time celebrated Deepavali with my Indian fren

Y I hav 1?
Cz in my class there hav 3 races!!
Malay, India n Chinese ==

We jz went there having our dinner
Indian food!! haha

The "tattoo" on our hands r drawn by our Indian fren, Praveena~haha

Nice right? N now it's stil on my hand XD                                                           

     

The picture below, all r my classmates except the 4 girls in front
But the 2nd girl counted from right is my course senior 

ENJOYED!! hahah

Sometimes it's good to have friends from different races =)

鱼丸x串

说真的，这个星期超衰的
星期一，冲凉出来
滑倒伤到腰部，2个星期没得打球 T.T
星期三class replacement..
晚上要回的时候motor tyre爆胎，从college走回jetty ==
星期六，也就是今天
下午去chai leng park的时候又爆胎
突然的爆炸声似的
我的motor轮胎又爆胎了
连续一个星期爆胎2次！！

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Well, straight to the point

虽然只是多了2个assignments和1个presentation
也不懂为嘛？
突然觉得压力很大、很无助似的
朋友好像都远走高飞了

今天没有做工
一整天的时间，就拿来胡思乱想了
下午去little chef,朋友告诉我
我可能没得做了
只是当他们缺人需要我时，才call我
我才需要去做工
为什么这样？！！
我已经算好我到年尾的零用钱了
现在突然给我这样的打击。。
零用钱！！哪找啊？？
跟父母拿？我都觉得不好意思！！
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下午，有人信息我
说要一起某人庆祝生日
说是8点半
我说确定了地点告诉我
晚上，我等啊等
10点半了还不信息我！！
*如果我信息去，就好像不速之客这样

10点35分，有人信息我
"U gt come?"
我当然act stupid
"where?"
"Raja uda station 1.we will be here until 11.30pm"
(#‵′)凸 不好过11点半才信息我

赶去了，才跟我说什么没什么人，下次才庆祝
在车上，看到他们
很开心的，有说有笑
我也不懂为什么我不直接下车去找他们
反而在车上犹豫着
"去或不去？我现在mood又不好，去的话，脸臭臭对着他们，要说他们，也怎么行啦！毕竟为朋友庆祝生日。。去了就会破坏大家的心情。。那我还去干嘛？”

坐在车上呆了很久，大概15分钟这样
决定了，你们庆祝吧！
那一刻，我离开，心淌着血似的
已经半天没下雨的天就在此刻下起了雨
是为我下的吗？
我好像很久没有这种感觉了
应该说，不曾有吧！
突然很想掉泪、很无助
我突然觉得我自己真的是与世隔离、在NILAI读书啊！！！

魏振胜！！
鱼丸串，也只是当你有在吧！
现在的鱼丸都各自装在纸袋里了
不再需要串了
我也不想当了
因为已经不需要了







Alone Forever

Relax? ( ‵o′)凸

It's friday night!!
N the 1st thing came to my mind was " oh ya! it's friday! Can relax alr!!"
Y relax?? Cz alr hang up Larder Production assignment and English assignment!

Jz now when passed up both assignments
Phew~suddenly feel so relax
But..the relaxation just within 10minutes

( ‵o′)凸
2 assignments n 1 presentation again!!!

1 assignment and 1 presentation still okay
Cz this will be done in group of 3
Jz do a proposal of having a party..lik dis lo

But the most fk-ing is 1 individual assignment!!
Writing descriptive essay is stil okay
But WTF is wan to write "a celebrity chef u admired"! for about 350-400 words
WTF~
WTF~~~!!
I not even noe any celebrity chef!
N since I duno them, how could I admire them?!!!
All I noe is Chef Wan!!
U noe who is Chef Wan?!
Nah!!

I jz saw him at tv show many years ago..
I think mostly at tv3 ==
N his name suddenly pop out during the class
I jz gt 2 noe him ==
Girlish action when cooking, thats y many housewives lik his tv show~

These assignments reali drive me crazy

Deadline? Nex friday 1 individual assignment
Nex nex thursday n friday, 2 assignments 2 presentations

Still not normal lo~
1 mid-term 1 final! (#‵′)凸!!

Mayb after november jz Relax la!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!~~!!

N 2day english mid-term..write essay on email for 45mins!!
Totally not enough!!
I boomed at the beginning so much n when the lecturer countdown, the last becomes shorter n shorter!

BAD MOOD!!


But luckily on the ferry, when reaching butterworth
Cheered up by a foreigner woman's sweet smile..
She is quite pretty~haha
Of cz I m a polite person, jz threw back a smile to her

It is proved that a smile can change a day! =)
Lets smile

Feeling of Disappointing Someone

Owh I'm here!!
These few days were so bz ><
Erm..I think the following days should b quite bz oso

College life, entertainment, n of cz part time
As a 18-year-old boy, how can I ask from parents?
Very shame ok?!!

Whatever..
I jz skipped everything n started the point

Jz now I went to find my ex-tuition teacher, MR THOR
Actually find him wan ask for some opinions
But I skipped the opinions

Here the conversation between us
"What course r u taking?"
"Culinary art"

"Har??"
"Cooking 1"
"Hotel management lik dis 1?"
"Ya"

That moment,  til now I stil can remember his expression
The EXPRESSION of DISAPPOINTED n SHOCKED

Actually I felt very, sad? or wat?
Jz duno how 2 describe..

"How come? I thought ur previous path was not dis. Btw how was ur SPM results?"
"The As r not even half of the total subjects.N I gt C for Bio. So I cant further up that course anymore."
"Last time u was 1 of the top student in my class n ur results should not be lik dis"
"..."

I oso duno what to answer alr

Yes..Last time the ME from standard 6 - form3 was totally different wif current ME
Mayb the factors of time n people around me??
Sry..I reali disappointed u
But fortunately, at last u threw few advises 4 me
"Jz focus on ur course n u cant turn back alr. Good luck. N my number stil always the same. Any prob, jz call me"

THNX!!  T.T